Where the End begins

Ugh, life

2004-10-25T22:33:08Z

So I haven't written anything in a while because it seems like I'm always so busy. I know I'm not really that busy, but everytime I do have a chance to write something, I'm usually too lazy to. Well, what's new...not much. I'm making a woman's suit right now and that's fun. I've had a lot of projects lately (a garment a week, a pair of shoes a week, a couple water colr illustrations a week, etc.). Luckily I enjoy what I'm doing. I haven't talked to Adrian in like forever. I miss her. I wish she was here and we could hang out and check out boys.

There's this guy I met a few weeks ago, that I admire from a far. I'm trying my best to not get too caught up in that 'cuz any hope of a relationship is really unrealistic and he's too old for me. But, I really do admire him, he's so creative and multi-talented and fun and cute. Maybe I really just wish I were more like him.

I don't know what I'm gonna do when I get my degree in a year and a half. I'm scared to go out into the real world. I mean I hate working, bosses scare me.

Glorious Friday!

2004-09-28T07:30:49Z

So last Friday was the most wonderful day! First me and Stephanie went to the Bead Show in Santa Monica where we didn't have to pay to get in or to park. Then we bought stuff to make cute earings and then super pretty rings. On the way back to the car we went into an art gallery and we began talking to one of the artists. He mentioned that he used to cut hair before he started painting and then I asked if he still did and he said that he did from time to time. So then of course he knew that I wanted my hair cut and said that that day would be the best time to do it and to just give him 10 minutes to set up. So I got my hair cut by a cute hipster artist in an art gallery! How awesome is that?! So now I not only have a hair stylist I can count on, but a cute artist friend in Santa Monica. :)

Back in the Saddle Again

2004-09-15T05:14:00Z

Well, I guess it has been a long time since I've up dated. I haven't been doing much other than school stuff, since I started three weeks ago. It's been fun, I like my classes and my roommate. We have fun talkin' trash and being jerks.

In Young Career Wear we're making men's suits which is really cool. My group has chosen the greastest fabrics and color combinations and our pieces should all look really good together. I'm excited!!! The other classes that I'm excited about taking are shoe design and fashion illustration. Fashion Illustration is all in watercolor, and it's my first time using that medium since I was like 10 or something. But, I'm remembering how much I like to draw and do all that stuff.

So, my social life...non-existent at this point. But, I'm probably half ass stalking some mildly attractive boy at Woodbury. I'd tell you who, but then you'll tell two friends, and they'll tell two friends, and they'll tell two friends and so on and so on...you know how these things go. Just kidding there's no one worth going through all that trouble for.

Well, I quit my job at New York & Co.

2004-07-26T18:58:54Z

It didn't last long I know, but I don't think that kind of job is for me. I'm a horrible salesperson and I was always so worried they were going to fire me anyways, that I decided it would be best if I quit. On a much happier note, I just purchased four wonderful shirts at DeeLux. They are very cute.

I miss everyone!

2004-07-03T18:56:28Z

I miss my friends! I think I'm over avoiding people because I don't want to talk about my car accident, although I still don't want to talk about it. I haven't seen any of my friends in so long. The only exceptions are Amrah, Gary, and Christian (all of whom I've only seen once in the last month). Well, if anyone still likes me and wants to hang out with me, I'm usually off of work by 8. I need people to talk to, learning all this retail stuff is killing me.

I got a job!

2004-06-27T01:09:34Z

New York & Co. in the mall hired me! Yay!

So, that's good, but I still don't have a car. Yesterday, my parents and I went car shopping in Temecula and my dad got into a shouting match with a car salesman! It was crazy and kinda funny. The car we almost bought was pretty ugly. It reminded me of my dorm room, you know, all beige and full of holes and scratches on the walls inside.

I love Jews!

2004-06-23T04:02:37Z

The more I think about it, the more I realize that I love Jewish people. A bunch of my favorite actors, comedians, musicians and people in general are Jewish. So I have to say Jewish People Rock! Fuck the Nazi's!

Bad Luck

2004-06-05T05:09:19Z

So my life really sucks right now. Okay, so I shouldn't complain, it's not like I'm seven years old and starving and dying of AIDS in Somolia or anything, but I've had some pretty lousy luck of late.

So, first off, Jerkface reaffirms every negative thought I've ever had of him and deeply hurts my feelings, then my roommate and I don't get to keep our dorm room due to horrible advertising for the reserving date, then I was informed that if I don't come up with my MMR immunization record in a month I'm booted from the dorms completely, then I didn't make Dean's list this semester because my bitch Public Speaking teacher gave me a C, then two of my grandparents got sick and ended up in the hospital, then I got in a car accident that totalled my truck which thus far has forced me to cancel all fun stuff, and none of the places I've applied to work for have even called back. There's other little things that go with all this bad luck but they're probably not worth mentioning. (and please don't ask about the accident, i really don't like talking about it)

I'm in the Fashion Show!

2004-04-23T20:34:33Z

Well, I have all kinds of exciting news! School's almost over and I have a garment in the school fashion show! A neon green bathing suit to be exact. It is a one piece with a halter style closure in back and a d-ring belt that goes across the breasts. It's 80's inspired and it goes with a black, stretch velvet kimono robe cover up with neon green cover stitching. It's really expensive ($175) for tickets to the show at the Regent Beverly Wilshire, in Beverly Hills. If it wasn't I'd encourage everyone to come. In any case, I'll take pictures.

Oh and we have a rabbit living in our front yard!

24hragt @ 2004-03-17T09:42:00

2004-03-17T17:58:05Z

Well, Carlos and I hung out yesterday and that was fun, nice to see him. We watched "The Rutles: All You Need Is Cash," a satire about the Beatles. I had heard of it before, but I had never seen it. It was good, but I think I like Spinal Tap better, I guess because the gags are a little more sutble, for the most part.

Speaking of movies, I really want to see "Hellboy," but it doesn't come out till April 2nd. It looks really good though. What can I say? I'm a sucker for comic book movies. I guess you could say they are Greek Mythology for today. So, I guess that would make Batman, Superman, and all the other Golden Age Superheros the Titans. Fun stuff!

My dictionary...

2004-03-16T19:11:09Z

So I was thinking it's time to make a dictionary (of sorts) of our group's unique vocabulary.

milkshake (n.)-(used in reference to males only) a crush, a fling/one-night-stand

jerkface (n.)-Adam, or someone with Adam-like qualities; someone for whom being a jerk comes so naturally that one is often oblivious to their own jerkiness

mrrrr (v.)-to whine, or be uncomplacent. (adj.)-a state of melancholy and/or whinyiness

psh/psha (adj.)-without respectability, unworthy of consideration

douchebag/douche(for short) (n.)-someone lacking in hippness, one who is not "down," one who does not know "what's up," someone who behaves in a stupid and/or idiotic manner. douchy (adj.)- having douchebagish qualities

tonguing (adj.)- to molest the person in the car next to you with your tongue, usually resulting in confusion and/or motivating the driver to show his man boobs. (courtesy of Jennifer Diffley)

if ya'll can think of any terms i'm missing please inform me

back to the grind....

2004-01-27T06:20:24Z

I've been in school for almost 3 weeks now and it's finally beginning to feel routine again. Things are much better this time around since Stephanie's here and we have fun (going shopping between classes, talking trash on all the douche bags, and generally wasting time). Jerk-face isn't here anymore so that's good too and it's almost Oscar time, one of my favorite times of the year.

In fact the only complaint I have at the moment is that I might have to drop a class and then I'll have to find another one so that I'll still be full time and won't loose my scholarship. Which is actually a pretty big complaint.

So what's with the hobos?

2004-01-03T21:47:53Z

I have discovered that all the "cool" Christian kids in the Murrieta/Temecula area dress like hobos. What is that? Well, I must say I don't hate it, in fact it kinda complements a few of them, it's just weird to see Gabe looking like Santa Claus as a heroin addict.

On another subject, I regret to say that I was ultimately disappointed with Big Fish. "Best Burton film ever," MY ASS! It wasn't horrible but I'm sure it doesn't even deserve a Best Picture nomination. And if it recieves a nomination for musical score I will be rather pissed off considering that Danny Elfman (my favorite score composer)has done some really great scores and recieved little to no recognition, but when he does something really mundane, everyone loves it?! What's wrong with this world?

So Nika Kazumi is the coolest!

2003-12-20T20:09:51Z

Well, I'm putting the word out, Nika Kazumi is really awesome and ya'll should listen to her music cuz it's good and she's cute and nice. If you're racist or closeminded about music then I suppose you shouldn't waste your time, otherwise...I pity the fool who don't listen to Nika! And I didn't really mention it before but there's no more Jerkface (well that is unless you're one too). He's going home never to be seen again, part of me says good riddance and the other cries. In any case, it's x-mas time and I'm out of school and life is good! Oh, I have a myspace account now, so join too! Last one to join's a jerkface!

Big Fish!

2003-12-09T09:09:20Z

I really want to see Big Fish! I am bursting with joy just thinking about it! Tim Burton (my all time favorite director) making a film with Ewan McGregor and Billy Crudup (two of my favorite actors)! I never thought they would be in a Tim Burton film, geez louise that man is a genius. This is one of those completely spastic moments that I'm known for by my close friends. Kinda similar to the first time I spoke to Jerkface and when I was told about the internship at Vogue. A twitchy, jerky kind of joy! Yay! Ewan McGregor and Billy Crudup are so hot and I love them so much! And the semester's almost over! Yay!

No more friendster....

2003-11-07T05:30:22Z

Well, I deleted my friendster account this week, oh well. I'll miss it though. Getting hit on my people you have never seen you in real life and only know you by one picture and a profile was pretty fun. Some of them had cute pictures too, well, not the girl, cuz I don't swing that way. Well, let's see what's up in my life....I'm making a jacket in studio and I'm gonna go see the Microphones at the Knitting Factory! Yay! And I have a bunch of projects to work on and a bunch of topics to research, in fact, I should stop wasting time and go do that now. Bye.

Mmmrrrrrrrrr!

2003-10-11T05:27:36Z

Well, there isn't much new news to speak of. Well, actually, everything new has to do with my love :) But, most of you hear enough about him, so I will just say that I'm inlove with him and I think he's inlove with me. I only wish that he'd say something to confirm that...I get a little impatient sometimes. Gawd, what will I ever do if he really does leave me? I don't think I could recover if he does leave. I'll never know what could have been. I'll never know if it could have worked out. I'll never stop mmmmrrrrr-ing! I wish I could say to him "it's not up to you."

Yay!

2003-09-26T16:38:12Z

I'm hanging out with Gary and Adrian, the F.A.G. crew! Gary's hungry, Adrian's sleep deprived, and I am in a chipper mood because I get to rinse out the velvet that I dyed in class yesterday! It's going to be pretty and then were going to buy cd's!

My life as of late...

2003-09-19T23:56:55Z

Well, I haven't written a lot lately because I haven't had much to say. That is, I feel that all my news is too personal in nature to tell the entire livejournal community. That's alright though because all the people who actually bother to read my journal have probably already heard about my small catastrophes about a dozen times. In any case, life isn't bad. I feel as though I finally have love in my life even if it does turn out to be a figment of my imagination, for now, it feels good.

Schools good too; it keeps me busy and, at the moment, it's fun. The girl who was supposed to be my roommate, Stephanie, never started started the semester. She has mono unfortunately :( She should be returning in the Spring, so for the moment, I kinda have a huge single.

The Last Hurrah...

2003-08-25T18:31:09Z

So, my last big night out for the summer was last night. Gary and myself went to see the ever beautiful and soothing, Belle & Sebastian in concert at the Greek Theatre. They were great, of course, and Bright Eyes were pretty good too. They played older songs and a few newer ones. The played upbeat, really dancy songs and slow mellow songs. The atmosphere of the Greek was the perfect setting for their timeless music. At the end of their scheduled set everyone waited for the encore. So they came back out and did "Video Killed the Radiostar" with their producer, who is the original frontman of the Buggles. It was awesome. So, as we left the Greek we tried calling Christian who had also been in attendance. We got a hold of him and decided to meet at the Echo in Echo Park for Club 82. Upon arrival, I met "Tiffany and Gaymundo", who have to be the cutest gay couple ever. So, the club was fun, there were more hot gay boys than I could ever count and myself, Gary, Dihya, Christian, Ashley, Greg, Emily, Anthony, and Raymundo danced the night away. It was a nice ending to a summer of music and dancing.

No more work!

2003-08-23T05:27:04Z

Today was my last day at work, it was cool I guess, we threw a party to say good bye to all the kids at the park. They're all pretty good kids, I love them and I'll miss them. Ugh, I'm so glad to be done though. Yesterday, when I went to buy the cake for the kids' party, I saw Kameron. Man, I love Kameron! I'm so glad I saw him before the summer ended. I got his number and a hug! He has such a nice body too...I should stop.

The Prognosis

2003-08-21T00:46:00Z

So, the good news is that work ends in two days, the bad is that school starts in six. I'm so over work, but I'm not sure I'm ready for school. Until school begins I'm gonna keep trying to have as much fun as I can, while I can.

Last weekend was awesome, first me and Gary picked up Adrian. When we got back home I had to get all dolled up to go out with my friends. We went to Barnes & Noble and hung out with some of the kids including Enoch and Scott, and I met Nolan for the first time, I like him, he's a cool 15-year old. then Dihya called and told us about some bro party and so went to check it out. It was straight out of a movie, beer bongs, kegs, regular bongs, a bunch stupid high school kids... So everyone was like "This is bad let's get out of here." So we left, but before getting onto the freeway we called the cops on the dump high school retards and ruined their party. When we reached our rendezvous I saw Sadie for the first time in three years, it was great she's awesome.

The following night we when to Del Taco and saw Kaity and Amanda and then these stupid hardcore kids came up to us and started talking to us then one of them asked for my phone number, of course I said no and his friend was all like " Dude, she likes girls." He must have said it three times, it was funny, I just sat there and said nothing. After Del Taco we went to Barnes Nobles again and then to the mall where I saw Joey and Justin, which was cool. We went to Dairy Queen from there and we Jen, Amrah, Scott, and Enoch hanging out outside. All of us except Jen went to my house to watch Harold and Maude. Enoch ate all the candy my parents put out in the family room it was so cute. Then he couldn't believe that the kid and the old lady have sex, it was hilarious. Later that night Dihya joined us and a giant cable spool seemed to have quite randomly rolled down the hill and into Scott's back bumper, we took it as a gift from God and decided to take it to Adrian's to use as a table. So that was my odd and often humorous weekend :)

Um...Can you say hot?

2003-08-08T00:32:28Z

So, on Tuesday, myself, Amrah (I hope I spelled it right), Greg and Amrah's friends, Enoch (once again I hope I spelled it right)and Scott went to Incahoots in Scott's cool Volkswagen van. And yeah, Scott and Enoch are like the two most beautiful men I have ever seen/ had the privilege of hanging out with (and they work at the Gap?!). Anyways, 80's night, this time, was pretty good. We all danced the whole night and Scott and Enoch are really great dancers. Jeez, what more can one ask for? Straight boys that dress really hot, dance really awesome, listen to good music, and aren't drunken, drugged-up assholes. Well anyway they both, obviously, have a crush on Amrah and I can't blame them, she is really cute (lucky girl).

Alex lives in the Chula Vista Projects!

2003-08-03T18:57:42Z

So myself and Adrian went to visit Alex at his ghetto chic appartment. Yeah, it was fun and we met Alex's high school friends and Alex gave us free shit. He gave me a Felix Da House Cat sticker and boy bate! I love Alex! Then he brought me up to speed on a bunch of our old friends. It was fun. :)

Yeah, I'm hot! I think I'll touch myself!!!!

2003-08-03T18:34:09Z

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